Well, my father never called and yes, it hurts. Mother says “You’ll start something you can’t finish”. But I have a feeling it was started a very long time ago. It’s not like I will never talk to him again but it does hurt. He could have called me first.
I feel bad because I just saw Moonlighting and they are a couple and I wish I was. Extremely good news, I watched an episode of Remington Steele tonight. It wasn’t one of my favorites but who is complaining? You know both shows came out at the same time.
I sometimes wish that once and for all I could forget my dad. I never really see him and then when I do, he really impresses me.
I know that hurts my mom. I see him four times a year and then I tell my mom I like him more. I have always envied him. He should have left. And all the time he said he’d take me to the river and I would be part of his crew. God, he doesn’t even race anymore. It is all smoke. It looks real but it’s not. I care more for K. I care more for the cat. I have known her longer too. And I am not thinking cat years. When I am older, I picture I will see him once a year. Just something I would do as an obligation.
By the way, remind me where I can tell L. to go! She is another pain in the you-know-where.
Here’s to my new diet! Which as you will be happy to know, I am still at 168.
Thanks for listening,