I thought I would do something different for Holloween. I am so tired, I just want to lay down and sleep. I am so tired of this place. It is funny how one person can turn a person off to something they love so very much. It doesn’t matter. Someday, I will learn. At this point, I am exactly half way home. Five semesters down, five semesters to go.
Just lately, I have been seeing how wonderful the beach is. I miss it very much.
I am really questioning my ability to teach. I have never before done anything right. What makes me think I will be a good teacher?
I would love to live on or very close to the beach. It was a dream, a real one for a change, that I had. I dreamed that I was a mistress to a very rich man who lived in P.V. He bought me a red buy convertible and I am driving down M. when there is an accident. I start talking to a surfer and he takes me out to dinner (his name is C.) because my boyfriend is not home. Anyway, I have an awesome three person relationship. I don’t love my boyfriend but I have no money…